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Hihihihi so lots and lots has happened since I last wrote anth here! ^^ I’m getting quite sian of Tumblr butttt nvm hehe just use lor. Time for a super long wordy posttt hehe and i shall insert pics!!

Anyway last Wednesday I got home from a 4 day trip to Bangkok w my amazing best friends! It was rly a FANTASTICCCC trip hehehe (Nicole and I fell madly in love w Big Bang while we were there!)

First day wasn’t much, we flew safely to Bkk and checked in at our hotel, Pratunam Pavilion hotel which is this boutique hotel like in the middle of the street shopping in Pratunam area so it was pretty cool! And then we had trouble getting our rooms cus they werent ready so we left our luggage and took a cab down to Chatuchak even tho it was pretty late in the afternoon! Had a good time wandering around but I felt like the whole place was TWICE as awesome when evening fell and the main stores closed, then the road vendors came out! We stayed till a good 8/9PM then we headed back for the hotel 

Anyway headed back and the staff at the hotel were super super irritating cus our rooms STILL WERENT READY?? Really was about to lose my temper so I let my friends deal with it, eventually we got into our (CORRECT) rooms and settled in..Good first day!

Next day we rose bright and early for a half day city tour! We saw the four-faced buddha and crossed the river to Watt Arun (Temple of Dawn) and then headed to a gem gallery and a honey shop (bored to death) before finally going to MBK for some SHOPPING YAY!!!

MBK was huge and we started from the top at the food court where we were so happy cus the food was SUPER SUPER cheap! Spent the rest of the day wandering around MBK bargaining and spending way too much money!!! And we had some awesome baked potatoes!!!

Headed back to the hotel after for Thai massage MMMMM my favorite but it was quite weird like not rly that good haha and we didn’t take oil massage so we had clothes on and I was like a bit sian cus I thought we were gonna rly get the super shiok full body kind! But they kinda stretched us around like mad rag dolls and then we went back to the room to chill~

Ordered room service!!!

And of course the irritating staff got one of our orders wrong UGHHH but hahaha we kinda expected it.. And then they nvr clear the plates outside promptly so next morning got ant grave in our room after we stepped on them all! HAHAH. 

Third day was all to ourselves! Woke up and grabbed breakfast in the dining hall as usual before heading out to get a tuk tuk Pratunam Platinum Mall which was AWESOME like we couldn’t get enough so on our last day we went back again! Our tuk tuk driver was a bit annoying and took us BACK TO THE STUPID GEM GALLERY to get his free petrol -.- then after that he wanted to go another place but we were all NO, BITCH! Hahahaha

But anyway yup trailed the mall all afternoon! Then after that we went back to the hotel to lay out our purchases and google stuff about getting cornrows done in our hair hehe ^^ Took a tuk tuk to Khao San Road for the amazing beachy night life and it was SO similar to Phuket!! Rly rly nice I loved the vibe~ Anyway we felt bad cus no tuk tuks wanted to take us for the price we gave them and the guy who did was v sad and it was true that we shouldve paid more cus of the distance and the traffic… so we surprised him at the end and gave him the price that he asked for! It was still less than what the others demanded anyway. I hope that little extra made a difference in his life.

Here is the no-farting sign in his tuk tuk!!!

So got our cornrows done at Khao San and a littttle bit of shopping like very little cus we were all super low on cash HAHA and then we had our final dinner in bangkok which was (Finally) a true authentic thai meal J Green curry and tom yam and basil chicken! The thai waiter kept trying to hit on me HAHAHA disgusting and my friends wont lemme forget it! But it’s a funny memory that I’m glad I have to treasure now and till the day I die!

Got our final foot massages at the parlour there (it’s called Charlie’s I think) and then my mum whatsapped to tell me…

I GOT ACCEPTED TO NTU LINGUISTICS like my interview n written test were a success! And since NUS and SMU rejected me, I’m so grateful that I didn’t just give up on linguistics cus it wasn’t my first choice! Ready to embrace it now.

Anyway, yup then we headed back to the hotel super late! It was close to midnight when we got back! Hung out and took photos and packed our bags, settled our debts as we did every night, watched some TV tgt and went to bed. 

Every night tgt in our rooms (adjoining rooms!) was so peaceful, like everyone would come over to me and Nicole’s room cus we had the big bed YAY and then like we would just watch Channel V tgt and be anti social and use our phones to leech off the wifi HAHA and it was rly noisy too cus we kept singing along to all the shit on tv and being our usual noisy selves but those 3 nights meant so much to me cus those days away from home w my besties took my mind right off things which were hurting so much.. I’m so thankful for them and I know we’re going to be bestfriends4life?? HAHAHA  ^^

Anyhoooo day 4 our last day, woke up packed up and left our luggage at concierge then we headed back to Platinum Mall to change MORE money to shop and then spent what time we could there, covering the rest of the floors that we couldn’t finish the day before and buying lots of food to bring home for our friends and family!

We had a little trouble at Customs at the bkk airport cus Nicole and Cat packed Nicole’s honey and bear milk into Cat’s carry-on which had all the food, without realising that the liquids exceeded the limits by far! So we stood there and drank the bear milk (6 cans!) on the spot, then Cat and Renee ran off to Boots pharmacy to buy some travel bottles to pour the honey into so that we could bring it on board. The thai customs officers were amazingly nice they all crowded around to watch one of their colleagues smartly pour the honey into a ziploc bag and snip a whole in the corner to dispense it into the bottles!

Moosey is sad to leave!!

Thai people are really really cool like Thailand is my all time fav holiday destination so far out of all the places I’ve been!!! It’s so chill and so happy all the time like, if the person seems moody you just need to give them a smile to get a mega watt one right back

It’s rly the land of smiles!!! 

Yup so that’s all for our trip!!! The days after that were spent w two days of full shift at Tommy, and a weekend of shopping and a lousy ghost movie w ZA then drinks at Chijmes w my band peeps and then rehearsal on Sunday and a lonely night in by myself!

This week I’ve been busy w work and driving, and on my off day on Wednesday I met tingxin after driving for KFC and some catch up time, and then headed home to rest before going for Dark Shadows and korean dinner w my besties again (No, we’re not sick of each other’s faces haha) and then headed to Butter Fac to club w Jen Tx Mx and Christine :D It was SUCH a fun night even though it was so crowded and hahaha I made a new friend! COOLIOZ but I don’t rly want him to get the wrong idea so I’m not gonna reply his text for the day already!

The night started out good, had some shaky moments.. but it went back on track! And even with all the drinks I had, I was SO sober, I’m like shots queen now or sth hahaha I get high faster when we’re doing cocktails at a pub leh! Mad~ anyway yup we left at 4 but we didn’t realise the club would close at 4 too haha so basically we did the exact same thing we did at Zirca the weekend before I left!

Thursday I dragged myself to work for the afternoon shift and could barely hear anything but nvm it got better, last night came home so late and was almost late for driving this morning but I made it! And now I’m back in bed and ready for a nap

On a darker note…theres lots of things I don’t understand, and I’m pretty sure time will heal all these wounds. When school starts in August it’ll be a fresh start and I guess I’ll feel much much better. But till then I’ll have to live with this awfulness everyday :/ but life goes on! I have to accept all the shit that I cant change. 

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i’m so grateful for all the cool people in the world who are willing to accept that things just dont work out sometimes and then they move on, no point creating animosity right because life really keeps moving and it’s how we deal that matters?

well, everything just changed all over again! a month ago seems so far away, counting all the little dates, NOT counting the little dates after awhile.. all the good times that came. 

the hardest part isnt really letting go of what we had.. i think it’s more accepting the numerous promises that wont come true because the future doesnt exist anymore. the anticipation and excitement of everything that was to come. the beauty of the idea that maybe the first step was a right move all along. 

the toughest moment arises when it first hits you that it’s over, when you struggle to recall the last times together. how you would never had known then that it would be your last. 

i really find it hard to let go of promises. looks like i have to set them free….

they say third time’s a charm, it’s only true from a certain angle. 

So it’s over
This time I know it’s gone
Salt Water
Tasted it too long

I only know I’m wrong
Now I know it’s gone

Up in flames
Up in flames
Up in flames
We have slowly gone

So it’s over
This time you’re flying on 
This time I know no song
Can stop it slowly burns
Can stop it’s slowly gone

Up in flames
Up in flames
Up in flames
We have slowly gone

Up in flames
Up in flames
Up in flames
We have slowly gone

Can we pour some water on? 

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